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About jacpac00

Co-director of Jasper House of Prayer (JHOP), worshipper, intercessor, wife, mother, Grammy, retired Phys Ed teacher and coach.

Connecting the Dots….

My mind sometimes takes me to strange places. And sometimes, it can be scary there : ) But sometimes, I find treasure there, like the proverbial pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Bear with me here…..

Driving to the airport to pick up Husband, I began to think about the recent, tragic air disaster in the French Alps….. Thinking about pilots, wondering….are they assigned certain routes and that’s the only ones they fly, or are the assignments random….what is it like to literally hold the lives of hundreds in your hands at the controls of an airliner….do pilots reach a level of complacency like when I’m driving from Kirbyville to Beaumont, and suddenly I’m in Evadale with no memory of the trip or is it like the profession of law enforcement where you realize that any outing or shift could be your last….what is it like to deal with that as part of your job…..but, you know, any of us could take our last breath at any time….the driver in that car could cross the center line….that light pole or tree could fall just as I’m passing it…. even a piece of space junk could hurtle out of the sky and crush my vehicle….that kind of thinking could literally make a person fear to face life….

Strange rabbit trails of my mind, but at the end, my conclusion, my treasure, if you will, is this: rather than live your life in FEAR that the terrible, the tragic COULD happen, live your life PREPARED that it MAY happen. Are any of us exempt from the distracted driver, the unexpected disease or even the space junk that falls out of the sky? Our little community has sadly seen recently that the answer is: no. We are still reeling at the shocking, unexpected loss of a loved one, seemingly before his time, at the news of children and young adults facing the battle of cancer. Doesn’t God cause the sun to rise on the evil and the good, and the rain to fall on the just and the unjust? To me, the question is not, “Why do bad things happen to good people?”, but “How will you respond when they do?”

So, how DO you live your life, prepared? Simple. The Hebrew word for safety is yasha, the root of the name of Yeshua ~ “he will save”. Put the whole of your life in Jesus, our Messiah, the only place to live a prepared life. How WILL you respond when the unknown, the tragic, the evil comes on you? When Job was at the lowest point of his life, his children dead, his health destroyed, Job’s wife told him to curse God and die. Yet Job’s response was, “How can I accept good from God, but not adversity?” Just as He formed us in our mother’s womb to be born into this world, He is forming us in this life, as we submit to Him, preparing us for the life to come. God ~ the ultimate prepper : ) If only we had eyes to see and ears to hear what the Spirit is saying!

Jesus ~ our safety, our salvation, our deliverance, our rescue!


Stones of Remembrance

Have you ever had a serious illness or disaster or a situation befall you, from which God has healed or saved or delivered you? Something that you KNOW was God and could ONLY have been God? I have, and it stands in my mind and spirit as a shining beacon of remembrance, something to which I can and do return often, to remind myself and God ~ “You did this! You healed me! You brought me up out of a horrible pit!”

The Bible tells of something similar in Joshua 4. Moses, the servant of the Lord, had died, and God told Joshua to prepare to enter the Promised Land with all the nation of Israel. The descendants of the very people who had turned away from following the Lord at a crucial time, the first time He brought them to the Land of Promise, were now faced with the same decision. Would they be found faithful? Would they follow Joshua, God’s appointed leader? In order to establish Joshua and exalt him in the eyes of the Israelites, God instructed him to have the priests carry the Ark of the Covenant into the Jordan River. God would stop the flow of the Jordan and the Israelites would cross over on dry ground. This people, the Apple of God’s eye, whose parents and grandparents had miraculously crossed the Red Sea ahead of Pharaoh and his army, were about to experience their own miraculous crossing.

The Lord further instructed Joshua to select 12 men, one from each tribe, and as they crossed the Jordan, they were each to pick up a stone from the place where the priest’s feet stood. The stones were to be set as a memorial to what the Lord had done.

Memorials are important in our lives. I have personally visited the Vietnam Memorial in Washington, D.C. The black granite dips silently into the earth, bearing mute witness to 58,000 + dead. I have also visited the Holocaust museum, a somber place where one’s spirit cries out a resounding NO to the horrors visited on humanity. These memorials are sobering remembrances of terrible times in history, commemorating the loss of so many lives. I have visited the USS Arizona Memorial in Pearl Harbor, with its quietly lapping waves and flags snapping in the wind. Within the shrine, the roster of those who gave the ultimate sacrifice glistens in white marble. We know of the inspiring 9/11 Memorial at Ground Zero, with it’s reflecting pool and towers of light. And anyone who spends much time on the road has passed countless roadside memorials, each one remembering someone who is dearly loved and sadly missed.

But the memorial at the Jordan served a different purpose. It was not recalling a terrible time in history or the loss of many lives. It was not a place of sobering reflection. It was not a memorial to death. It was a place of celebration, of LIFE! This memorial shouted to the people of Israel, “Look what God did!! He brought us through the Jordan, at flood stage, on dry ground! He brought us into the Land of Promise!” Joshua instructed the people, “In the future, when your children ask their fathers, ‘What is the meaning of these stones?’, you should tell them…!” Tell them what the Lord did! Tell them, so all the people of the earth will know that the Lord’s hand is mighty!!

Let it be said, then, that on November 5, 2014, the people of Kirbyville, Texas, a small town in the heart of the Pineywoods, walked through the Jordan on dry ground. The Lord’s mighty hand intervened in a serious and potentially horrific school bus accident. And now, instead of grieving parents setting up roadside memorials in remembrance of their children, instead of travelers thinking thoughts of sobering reflection as they pass the scene of the accident, we can celebrate, and we can celebrate LIFE! So set up that stone of remembrance, Kirbyville! Set it up in your mind and spirit! Make it a bright and shining memorial to the Lord!! Make it a place to which you return often, and of which you speak to your children and grandchildren!

“This is what God did! His hand of protection was on our children and therefore on our whole community!”

It wasn’t chance, it wasn’t luck, and it wasn’t happenstance. It was Providence.


Me?!? An Intercessor?!?

How does one be a Christian for 35 years and not understand intercession and what it is to be an intercessor? Raised in a Baptist church, faithful and active as a child and teen in youth group; attending summer camps and Vacation Bible Schools year after year; serving as a young adult as Sunday School teacher, children and youth choir director, Vacation Bible School director, mission trips, etc. etc. etc. Faithful attender and participant in weekly prayer meetings, cottage prayer meetings, whatever kind of prayer meeting was on the calendar, I knew all the acronyms: A. C. T. S., P. R. A. Y., F. A. C. T. S., P. R. A. I. S. E., and kept up an ongoing dialogue with God, yet still knew something was lacking in my prayer life.

Then, in December 2007, I encountered the LORD in a new (to me) way, in Intercessory Worship. Somehow, the combining of worship WITH intercession and intercession WITH worship unlocked my understanding. The prayer format is based on the heavenly picture that we see in Revelation 5, which speaks of the harp and the bowl—worship and prayer. After being a Christian for 35 years and always seeking a deeper walk with God, it was like night and day. The Holy Spirit impacted my heart and placed a calling on my life. I wish I could put into words how it has deepened my relationship with God.

I have a testimony about Jesus!

He is the faithful God. So glad He is the patient God, too! It took me almost 5 years to hear and understand, and then accept the assignment of what He was calling me to do. But, He is worthy of it all. Even when I don’t feel equipped and capable of doing what He has called me to, it’s not by might, not by power, but by My Spirit says the Lord.

“Great is Your faithfulness!” Lamentations 3:23

If you have never experienced Intercessory Worship, come visit Jasper House of Prayer. Are you called to be an intercessor, a worshiper, a singer, musician?  Yes! Is God calling you to partner with Him in changing the spiritual atmosphere of our city and the surrounding area? Again, yes!! I invite you to check us out on Facebook, Jasper House of Prayer (JHOP), and at www.jasperhop.org.

Answer His call.